I am done worrying about my financial security. I am done feeling sorry for myself. At some point, I got off track—we all do. But that’s okay. I can get back on my own path, guided by God and the Universe in everything I do.
I can’t begin to understand how I got here, but I can tell you exactly how I plan to get out. The reality is, we don’t have all the answers. We can’t be certain why the world works the way it does. But I do know this: for me, love and freedom are the answers.
To be honest, I think I started to doubt myself. I’ve achieved so much of what I’ve wanted, along with some things I didn’t want. Somehow, I stopped trusting myself. We all need to seek inner guidance to solve our problems.
I am not a victim of my circumstances. Deep down, I know I am the only one, besides the creator, who truly understands my story. I don’t have to live any story that doesn’t serve me.
But it is just that—a story. I am in perfect health. I am beautiful, inside and out. I am a divine person with so many gifts to share, yet I haven’t been sharing them.
I haven’t been giving the love in my heart to the world. I’ve been too traumatized by past events. I’ve been hurt by the constant question, “What else can you give? Because you are not enough.”
And maybe that’s the limiting belief I’ve carried for as long as I can remember: “You are not enough. What else?”
For so long, I believed that statement didn’t apply to me. For the longest time, I thought I believed I was enough. I am enough. That is the key, the only truth we need to remember.
What I’ve been living with, longer than I even realized, is this: the belief that my worth is determined by others, and that I am not enough. Is that really what I’ve been thinking, even though I’ve manifested so many of my hopes and dreams?
I started my day with a summons. I was being sued.
As negative as it might seem, it’s actually a blessing. It’s a resolution. For the foreseeable future, I don’t have to worry about where I’ll be sleeping. I have a roof over my head, and that is a blessing.
The moment you ask, “Why is this happening to me?” you discover the truth that sets you free.
I don’t need to dwell on the rejection I’ve faced, especially when wisdom tells me it’s all necessary for growth. Happiness comes through adversity. When I had the money, the opportunities, everything I thought I wanted, did I truly know it?
Did I appreciate those moments of happiness? Did I even feel as happy as I thought I would?
Finding My Way Back
For as long as I can remember, I’ve been desperate to release myself from the burden of poverty. And I have. But did I recognize it? Everything I’ve asked for, I’ve received. It just didn’t last. Now, this is my chance to make it last. It’s my story, and I have to embrace that.
Abundance is mine, and I know that I am enough. I am enough.
Fauna, everything you’ve ever wanted comes from God, not from you. The decisions you’ve made and the experiences you’ve had mean something and nothing at the same time.
They matter only to the degree that the moment matters. But every day is a new day.
Job understood that prosperity and pain are temporary.
Joseph knew this too. He spent fourteen years in jail, in captivity, before he became king. Your spirit was briefly broken, but that’s in the past.
Reject the belief that you’ve failed or that you aren’t blessed. You are.
Set in stone the practices that will bring you prosperity. You have nothing to fear. You are loved. You are more than everything you’ve been offered, and you will be rewarded as long as you never give up.
Keep trying. Keep going.
Repeat This Meditation Every Night
Now, I shall sleep in peace. I have turned this matter over to the God-wisdom within me, which knows only the answer. As the sun rises in the morning, so will my answer be revealed. I know the sunrise never fails.
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